Holidays

The holidays were a lot tougher than I ever imagined they would be. We thought we would be pregnant by now, announcing to our families that we were going to receive the best gift ever. Obviously, that isn't the case....so to hear and see all of the announcements over the holidays has been absolutely gut wrenching. I have cried...a lot. Everyday, I wake up determined not to let IF ruin another day, but the littlest things hurt my heart... I long for the day that IF doesn't steal all of the moments in my life that should be remembered as being happy.